我最終還是病了= =

回想之前我還在笑阿度常常病，身子太差了...


卻沒想到終究還是有這麽的一天= =

help

I've got something wrong
I felt so unhappy

I just make all the things a mess
I don't know what to do

I don't know what I should do
I dpn't know what I can do


I'm sick with my mum
I don't want to go back home
but I don't know where can I go


I am just worry about all the things
HKcee
my friendship
my love...
...all the things


I don't want to put on the mask
and chat with those I don't really like
I don't want to ingratiate the others with words


I hate feeling such bad
I hate being so indecisive


I don't know am I love him
I can't comfirm what I feel
I can;t believe what I 've feel

I just felt remorseful


I can't control my feeling when I met him
I can;t believe why I will have such a thought of these

oh god
anyone help me
I wanna to die

雜記

有時候在想，或許我真的不太適合當人...
很多時候，我都毫無自覺，導致常常被人説教...
之前一直覺得好冤枉，但現在我不禁在想，
到底是否真的由我的漠不關心跟小姐脾氣所致的呢？

最近，我寄居在我一個親戚的家裏...
原本我是沒什麽意見的，不過現在...特別想離開...
woneigeayi, yixiangjiuyijinfeichangchongtaerzi,
jinlaigengfaxiangfeichangyanzhong...
zheci,tataiwowaipomianqiangaozhong,shuowomendebushi...
womacongwowaiponarhuilaizhihou ju laimawo,
juicuwoyezaixiang , woyoushenmedoubuzuoma?
jintianwanshangcai zhidao ,yuanlaishiyinwei youyitian womeiyouxihaozijidebeizi...
buguo woxiangshuodeshi, wonawanbinbushiguyiguyi , zhishixiwanzaohou ,nagebeiziyijingeiihaole....nawozhongbunanbaxihaodebeizinanzanzaixiduoyiciba....
shuozhende,wohaizhendejuedeyoudinweiqu...
kenenwozhendemeizuoguoshenme,dnbinbudaibiaowobuxiangzuo....
pingchangwozaijiayeshiyouxiyifude,zhishilaidaozhebian, butixiguanzhenbiande jiqi,
dadianhuawen ayi ,taquehaoxiangshipawohuinanhuaijiqi erjiaowobuyaoyong....
nawoyemeibangfadema....
bushiwobuxiangzuo, shitabuxiangrangwozuo....
(qishiwozheyangbujiuxiangshiwozhendeshigedaxiaojiema? haha~)

Sometimes I really think that I cando nothing....
I can do nothing tohelp my mom,
I am not ood at any subject,
I don't have a good relationship between classmates,
I am not goos in social,
I can even destroyed all others work...
I am just a poor guy...
I hate myself....






我最近認識了一些在内地的朋友，
真的很高興~
更有個朋友說他看過我一個blog，
不知是他認錯還是他發現了我這個blog,
不過我還是非常開心，
謝謝您們唷~

我是...

最近回想起來，
原來自己是一個很平凡的人。

但是又不甘於平凡...= =

我想出人頭地！
卻害怕在衆人面前説話...

我想出風頭！
卻害怕掉臉...

我想干一番大事！
做事卻畏畏縮縮的...

我想有萬人注意，
卻不敢站出來...

自問：
我既不漂亮，又不亮眼...
我既不失敗，卻未試過成功...
我既有很多朋友，卻又沒有真的認識很多很多年的知己
我渴望成功，卻不敢嘗試

我，很矛盾...

我突然覺得，
我應該是那種死了也沒人記得的那種...
注定過這平淡而沒起伏的人生的人...
就是讀書，然後畢業找到一份文職，後來認識了一個男生，之後就結婚生子...
平淡，無聊...



當然，這只是我無聊所抒發的，
如果後來我對我太過“刺激”的生活而埋怨，
就不用理會這一篇章啦...

無伴奏音樂會

去了無伴奏音樂會
超正的！
無法形容那種感覺

不單單是好聽那麽簡單
而是每一個部分都無法形容的好




只是今天趕路(怒：wy！)又刮傷腳有點美中不足